this is my morning so far:

get up at 12 and eat pancakes

draw and write for a little bit

go "nooooo!!" because the drawings turned out really well and i don't have a scanner >.<

go "wtf mom" when she says that i should put my laundry with my older brothers clothes since it doesn't fill up the washer. he doesn't fold his laundry, his care attendant does. and my mom didn't realize that his care attendant is a MAN. i don't think i want a guy touching my clothes (if you know wat i mean)

now im gonna be on the computer and listening to music for most of the day because my mom and dad left so i can close my door, turn up the music and DANCE....BOOGY WONDERLAAAAAND!

even though one of my other posts had over 80 comments...at request, i make new post ^_^

tomorrow, im getting up at 6 30 >.<
just so i can go to my hi school to get ready for 2 parades

i did something to my knee, but i shall march anyway! (i sorry keric!)

maybe i might ACTUALLY get sleep on saturday...nah!
i like staying up, its fun! cause then i can talk to people! ^_^

i might be posting a new writing thingy, it kinda depends on how tired i am tomorrow XD

good night everyone! ^_^

i just baked some fudge brownies!! ^_^

i love to bake stuff like that, cause then i get the eat the brownie batter :D
it was tasty, and that's a good sign!!

i can't wait till i try them in about half an hour, cause they have to cool

i heart brownies! ^_^

you are not my master
master lives far away
he does not speak to me
but i know he's there

master is kind, but can be cruel
you, you are cruel to me forever
i will do as you say, but you are not my master

as long as i can remember, you've played and pretended
i play along, but i will never obey
because my master isn't here
and you are not my master

there are some days i want my master to take me
i want to leave this lie
i want to make it all stop
and run away with my master
but no one thinks he will come

i know that some day, in many years
i will see my master
he will welcome me home with arms open to the sky
i will never have to live in fear
i will never have to tell more lies
because he will always be my master

im not going to the movies, i was ten minutes late

the theater is 3 minutes away from my house

and the movie isn't until 2 40

it was 2 10 when my mother told me this

my mom storms into my room, shoving my little brother out of the way (he came in to wake me up)
she knocks down my calender, and then throws hit across the room (the tack hits me in the head)
and bitches at me about i still have laundry in the dryer! in my house, if someone has something in the way, we pick it up, and move it. its been that way for SIX AND A HALF YEARS! but for some reason, today, no one could be bothered to move something (i had like what, a couple shirts and 3 pairs of pants)

THEN my mom tells me there's NO WAY we could go see the 12 o'clock showing of new moon, so we'll go to the 2:40

this is the first i'd heard we'd be seeing a morning show

im sensing the reason i get 6/7 on those "teenage angst" tests (if you've taken them, you know wat they really are)

stupid football people

i don't feel like writing :(

i can't really remember writing this. i guess i was angry at something...
i know it sucks, but don't be to hard on the child given birth from hatred! ^_^

Im gonna laugh at you when you burn
You wont even get a chance to get to hell
Ill set you on fire right in front of my face
You can call me a liar
You can beat me till I bleed
You can yell at me
You can push me down
But youll get yours
Yes you will
You may think no one can touch you
You rule the world
You are above me
No
Youre wrong
Dead wrong
Because youll be the one to hurt more
Scream longer
Bleed harder
Lose the most
Because of your dumb ass pride
It will tear you down, down, down
Youll hit the ground running
But you cant run any longer
From me

today started of pretty sucky, cleaning and getting yelled at for being in the way, but i got to see all of my brothers today!! i love them! even though they tease me, it makes me laugh ^_^

i didn't want them to leave, but they had to get to their houses :(

i can't wait till i get to see them again!

and my mom let my little brother play halo, so now i get to play! ^_^ all i need now is a 360, and i can play with all you guys! :D

so im thinking about getting something pierced.

any suggestions?