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redjokerx

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i dont feel like moving

Posted by redjokerx - September 20th, 2010

i really dont. kinda slow.

practice was pointless. i got nothing out of it.

competition on saturday is gonna suck for me. so is our game on friday.

gonna. suck.

i just found out that my ex-best friend is now dating the first guy i ever liked. before him, she dated the second guy i ever liked. wonderful.

picked up the guitar again. writing some lyrics, finding some notes. a work in progress i suppose.

mom sent me down here to fold my laundry. it's sitting on my bed. i dont wanna move.

i stopped caring in the yesteryear.
i stopped living the night you ran away.
i cant go on without you in my life.
so please come and dance the night away.

i wanna go outside at night. cool air feels nice.
i want summer to end, i cant take this heat!
outside on a roof is where i can be still.
outside in the night is where i can bleed.

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KurtWilder2027 2010-09-20 19:03:04

Damn, that really sucks about your ex-best friend. I know that pain.

redjokerx 2010-09-20 19:03:04

it does :P
not only do i lose a friend, but i gain awkward situations

Keric 2010-09-20 19:29:51

I give up on love until I hit my late twenties and early thirties. Also, I'm sick as all hell, so I can vaguely relate to you not wanting to move around.

Also, hai thuar. How are-ith yew.

redjokerx 2010-09-20 19:29:51

aw. get better tony!

doing pretty good, got unlimited, hit me up sometime

Decky 2010-09-20 19:38:45

Your friend sounds like a bitch. Chin up mate, things will get better soon.

redjokerx 2010-09-20 19:38:45

i hope she makes him happy though, cause it would be no good if she makes him hurt

zerogeass 2010-09-20 20:01:55

sounds like someone needs a hug, and a good nights sleep

redjokerx 2010-09-20 20:01:55

i started reading hellsing. yum

zerogeass 2010-09-20 21:11:03

well thats good.

right now i'm supposed to be writing 2 essays, reading a big ass book and doing complicated math problems.

but i is playin Xbox instead

redjokerx 2010-09-20 21:11:03

score!

zerogeass 2010-09-20 21:42:14

yeah i guess, but if i dont do those things, i fail English.

oh well...

redjokerx 2010-09-20 21:42:14

apparently it's the same way with world history XD

zerogeass 2010-09-20 22:05:48

i wish i had world history this semester, so much more fun than English and math :(

redjokerx 2010-09-20 22:05:48

lucky! i have history math and english full year

Decky 2010-09-21 18:56:09

I guess if you still like the guy you'll want the best for him deep down.

redjokerx 2010-09-21 18:56:09

yeah, besides, can't have everything you want

SteelChair 2010-09-28 04:40:24

Hope you feel better.

redjokerx 2010-09-28 04:40:24

thanks, and i do feel a bit better now :)

sven647 2010-09-29 00:02:43

Albert Hammond Jr

Clues

Cut off Your Hands

redjokerx 2010-09-29 00:02:43

should i cut off my hands, ill no longer be able to dance

zerogeass 2010-09-29 12:50:26

HFR is right, thats how i live everyday and i'm as happy as can be :D

albiet i was really fucked over with work at one point, but thats over now.

so yay :D

redjokerx 2010-09-29 12:50:26

im so conflicted!

AndrewTheNinja 2010-10-01 23:51:27

you gotta find some motivation. get somthing done. write some more poetry. laundry isnt too bad. idk i think i'm starting to ramble on now.

redjokerx 2010-10-01 23:51:27

i hate laundry. HATE XP
i haven't written in so long. i miss my pen

blackholesun3 2010-10-03 00:52:07

no one can understand one another without feelin the same pain.

redjokerx 2010-10-03 00:52:07

true understanding comes not from being in the same position, but having to make the same choice

i dont feel like moving

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